GOD ANSWERED MY PRAYER
Hi, I am Sue. Before I start my Dear GOD letter, which will be different from normal, I need to tell you that I will be sharing something very personal. Because I am the co-creator of wakinguptogodslove.com, I am supposed to be so connected to GOD and I shouldn’t be angry at GOD and feeling hopeless. And yet last night, I felt I hit rock bottom. I was so angry at GOD, I felt totally defeated, hopeless and just wanted to give up. I guess that means I am only human.
Last night we got some disappointing news about marketing our waking up to God’s love website. A social media platform that we have joined doesn’t want to promote us. It was the last straw for me. I’ve been so positive, having faith that even though nothing is happening with our website I felt that GOD is still wanting us to do it.
I mean we have spent over a 1,000 hours of our time creating our FREE website and money out of our pocket only to have nothing happening. It appears that people don’t care what we have to offer. People are making fun of us, thinking we are crazy, a lot of people have issues with the word GOD, and it seems that people aren’t ready to hear what we have to offer. After 11 months of putting our heart and soul into our website, we only have a handful of people who are excited.
It would be easy to give up, huh?
Last night I expressed my emotions to GOD. I was crying, yelling and screaming at GOD, angry and outraged at GOD, asking GOD, WHY? Then I started praying to GOD, asking for a sign, and asking why are you making us do this website, when no one wants it. We’ll only be making fools of ourselves. I had so many fears of doing this website, and yet because I believed and trusted what GOD told me, I stepped out of my comfort zone and faced my fears. Yes, I am proud of myself for being able to speak my truth including speaking my truth about GOD, but why do it if no one seems to care? What good did it do for me? It was hard to face my fears, and I felt I did it for nothing.
Then something magical happened. In a matter of seconds, after doing my prayer, I felt this nudging to go to Facebook, which I hardly do anymore. So I turned on Facebook and there was this post. Someone from across the world sent a post for no reason. It was like GOD was nudging this man to send it to me.
I read it and because I was so upset, I didn’t think anything of it. But I showed it to John and he started laughing. I asked him “What is so funny?” John said “Read the post again,” OMG, that was exactly what I needed to hear! Actually, it was probably the only thing that would help me.
It said: in big bold letters, “GOD SAYS: Stay patient. My timing is perfect. I have something bigger planned for you, and trust me. You’re going to love it.”
WOW, that was GOD talking to me. I felt this calmness and peace come over my whole body and I felt GOD’s love. I started laughing and rejoicing, and, just like that, my faith was restored.
I was so amazed at how, in a matter of seconds, GOD responded, using a man on the other side of the world. This proved to me that, YES, GOD IS ALWAYS WITH YOU AND GIVES YOU WHAT YOU NEED.
Now, this morning, I was feeling happy and excited to start working on our website, actually this blog and audio. But before beginning on the website, I did my morning rituals of connecting with GOD which ended with a meditation. I kept asking GOD, “Okay GOD what plans do you have for us?” During the meditation we both got a vision of what GOD has in store for us, OMG, it is going to be amazing. However, this we will keep to ourselves, because it’s between us and GOD.
I felt this was important to share with you, to give you a message of HOPE, and I am now hearing GOD wanting to talk.
GOD: SUE, MY DEAR CHILD, YES, I AM ALWAYS WITH YOU AND I AM HERE TO COMFORT YOU. YES, YOU ARE ONLY HUMAN AND HAVE THE RIGHT TO HAVE YOUR EMOTIONS WITHOUT JUDGING YOURSELF AS BEING BAD. FOR EXAMPLE, BEING ANGRY AT GOD. I KNOW YOU WERE TAUGHT IT WAS BAD TO BE ANGRY AT GOD. THAT IS A LIE.
I AM HAPPY YOU WERE EXPRESSING YOUR ANGER AT ME. I STILL LOVE YOU NO MATTER WHAT AND I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU. I AM HAPPY BECAUSE YOU GAVE YOURSELF PERMISSION TO FEEL AND EXPRESS YOUR ANGER AT ME. YOU NEED TO GET IT OUT OF YOUR BODY, BECAUSE, IF YOU DON’T, YOU ARE ONLY HURTING YOURSELF AND THEN YOU’LL THINK THAT GOD IS PUNISHING YOU. THAT WOULD BE A LIE.
YOU NEED TO EXPRESS YOUR ANGER, THEN GIVE THAT ANGER OVER TO GOD. I’LL TAKE THAT ANGER AND TRANSMUTE IT INTO LOVE.
BELIEVE ME, IF YOU DID NOT EXPRESS YOUR ANGER AND GIVE IT OVER TO ME AND THEN SAY YOUR PRAYER, ASKING FOR A SIGN, I WOULD NOT HAVE GUIDED THAT MAN TO POST THAT IN FACEBOOK, AND TODAY YOU WOULD BE DEPRESSED AND WANTING TO GIVE UP.
Me (Sue) you are absolutely right, GOD, thank you.
GOD: I CAN’T STRESS IT ENOUGH HOW MUCH I LOVE EACH AND EVERY ONE OF MY CHILDREN, NO MATTER IF THEY ARE ANGRY AT ME, NO MATTER WHAT THEY DO OR DON’T DO. I WOULD NEVER JUDGE OR PUNISH THEM AND I AM TRUSTING THAT ONE DAY PEOPLE WILL WAKE UP TO THAT TRUTH (THAT GOD LOVES YOU AND IS ALWAYS WITH YOU) AND THEN THEIR LIFE COULD BE TRANSFORMED. (I AM SAYING TRUSTING BECAUSE PEOPLE HAVE FREE WILL TO CHOOSE.)
IT IS ALSO IMPORTANT WHEN YOU ARE SAYING YOUR PRAYERS, THAT YOU STOP, BE STILL AND LISTEN TO ANY MESSAGES YOU MAY HEAR. IT MAY BE SMALL OR BIG. YOU KEPT ASKING TO BE SHOWN A SIGN THAT I AM HERE AND LISTENING TO YOUR CRY FOR HELP. IT WOULD HAVE BEEN REAL EASY TO READ MY POST AND THINK NOTHING OF IT, THINKING ISN’T THAT NICE, WHICH A LOT OF PEOPLE DO. THIS IS WHY IT IS SO IMPORTANT THAT YOU STAY CONSCIOUS AND AWAKE, SO THAT WHEN YOU ARE RECEIVING A SIGN, YOU WILL RECOGNIZE IT AS A SIGN THAT YOUR PRAYERS HAVE BEEN ANSWERED. GOD
Thank you GOD, I am still so in awe, WOW. Even though it was a simple post, it changed my life and it gave me the faith I was seeking and needing. I love you GOD!
GOD SAYS “I LOVE YOU MORE THAN YOU CAN EVER IMAGINE.”
